I feel healthier than I have in a very longtime, I have read my bible more, I have prayed more, and my faith is stronger. Still I know that my flesh is very weak, and that I must keep that in front of me each day. That's why I have continued. Most of my life I didn't realize how selfish I was choosing to live. I do now; and I had been working very hard to change me. I failed so many times over and over. I simply could not change me... but Jesus did.